Christ ... opher (kusali) wrote,
Christ ... opher

still lake

i've spent the past week relaxing in ottawa ...
punky and the joyful land. my dog and doctrine!

i'm finally coming round to the undeniable truth ... that experience is everything. and words mean very little ... without it. and so views mean very little without it ... and since a word attempts to touch an experience ... relay it ... then words can only ever be views. makes it tough to communicate deeply with others. 

i spent an hour in the bath with my lover about a week ago. no words. just steam and touch. felt really really good. i felt the taste of true communication. and i want moooore god damnit!

channels and winds and drops. my subtle human energy body is my ticket out of pain ... and i've been trying to get reacquainted with the Dharma that teaches me such. inspirrrration!!! i need you.

and unselfishly ... attack the demon of selfish concern, while training in higher paths.

Train. and Love.
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Sounds like you're having a good time! I tried to email you but got one of those annoying little messages that tells you the message "failed to send". Anyhoo, I have some good news! My friend Rhoneil's boyfriend, Ryan, is going to live in the middle room starting in September. He is a nice, relaxed guy; I think you'll like him. So... cheaper rent! =)
Hope you continue to enjoy yourself...
that IS gooood news mon ami!
cheaper rent is good. and nice relaxed people are gooder.
i am enjoying the summer so far louise ... back to TO with the Buddhas tomorrow morning. ottawa's been a nice hiatus. how's work? play? DHB's?
hey chris. how's your summer and everything? i would email you but i don't think i have your email... i just want to hear what you've been up to and how you're doing.

see ya (in about a month i guess)
i want poooooeeeeetrrrrry damn it! the world needs it chris! think of others!